I am the hallebearr :3

watched so many movies! five mins into Forrest Gump i have already cried… anyways whatched some He-Man yuh yuh and ate 4 waffles. played with my kittens and told my husband i love him and now sadly is reading about the great depression and working on a 4 page essay on this junk. still watching Forrest Gump :3

yeah so i got home about 5 mins ago buuut i was suppose to be home at 4:30 so i could maybe put on some make up and hide my ugly ness before i got stuck at church at 6. dont get me wrong i love God alot and going to church gives me a refreshed feel but i dont like sitting in a building with people who think they are good christians when they have sex and do drugs and yeah the bible says to not to that what part of NOT do they NOT get. i cant help but walk into the place and get some stupid question. yeah okay i use to be lead vocals for the youth band and resently i quit due to the fact the suppose to play PIANO girl started to take over and what not but im not going into that…*cough* sound like a dying *cough* animal *cough* yeeeaaahhh just youtube a dying mouse and you will know what i mean…. anyway i got stuck at this stop light next to long john silvers btw i work there…lame i know but hey its money :D and this stop light was red for over 15 mins. i sat there and sat there. the other lights turned yellow i was like YES I CAN GO buut no they turned green again……..so i started dancing to some gay rap song that come on and this girl across from me was having the greatest time ever watching me it was funny. i got to talk to here while the light was red for over 20 mins. she was cool here name is Lizz she was fricking beautiful to! shes my age and meeting her was bad A. but yeah so dont go to that stop light! wow if you took the time to read this thank you lol im sorry :3 i love you with all my heart! <3

I met this boy, he was no ordinary boy! I dont know there was something special about him…i liked it!!! He was silly and cute but i was quiet and afraid. He made me feel happy and smile no matter how blue i was. He made my world bright! This boy ugh i fell so in love with him but i just couldnt say it…being hurt, being cheated on in front of my face, being lied to, and told i was not good enough by everyone i tried to love…i was afraid that, that is all i would get from anyone. Days pasted, and feelings grew, more and more wishes that some i still regret this day. Kissing him was my dream and making him mine was my goal but yet…i was still afraid…

Its been about four years since i met this boy. i made all my goals come true. i kissed him, made him mine, and so much more! but yet i was still afraid…. afraid of the past that needs no introduction we all know its hold it has on me… but to the boy i fell in love with i promise him as his wife it no longer matters! The only thing that matters to me is being myself, being happy, showing the boy that I am him 150%, and that he can be happy with me. That i am the one he wants to marry even though that is his choice.

To be in love and loved was my wish and i got it. but i was stupid…. afraid of the past that needs no introduction. but as for now it is all being forgotten… To be what to boy fell in love with 150% is my new goal! And to soon be fully and truly named Halle DaNea Brown the wife and lover of Bo Ryan Brown! <3

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART!